No motivation to write

I have none, I just dont want to do anything anymore. I just sit in my room, listening to music. see i really cant hink of anything to say.

A.S.S. (A Simple Smile)

Dam, a simple smile could leave you joyous throughout the day. It could turn your whole day around, just a simple smile from that one pretty face. That's what happened to me, and it really did turn my day around. And hell, even a boost of self confidence. So a simple smile can do wonders, so past it on. :-)

A Simple Poem

I walk in the shadow of an unknown past,
Wondering how long will this suffering will actually last,
Always knowing that I'd never belonged,
Like an album,
Without any songs

-Josh

69 Homicides This year in Compton

Well, 69 unsolved murders in Compton so far this year (2005). They are taking steps so that, there aren't this many in the year '06. While I am trying to stop gang violence and stop it. For all the deaths R.I.P.

A Inferior Nobody

I don't about anyone else, but I hate being considered inferior. Like I have something that is preventing me to do something better than someone else. It's like I'm in the middle, I'm not the worst out there, but I'm also not the best. I am realizing that people actually think I can't do something, or that I am inferior to someone in one way or another.
Hey Josh, perseverance and determination will conquer all! However, sometimes, people need a little puch to get them going, because without that push, that one motivated thing, what good is all the effort you put into something? What good is all that work, when no one is there to give you credit, or to even notice that you did something magnificent? It all came down to this quote, that I can't remember where I heard I from "If a tree falls in the woods, and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?"
Thats how I feel sometimes, like no one is listening. A muted soul, on the transparent path to sucess, in which only I, and I alone, could see.

"Yesterday I was dirt,
Wanted to be pretty,
I know now that I'm forever dirt."

Wow, I am here. :)